Dream
It's been 82 days since the day my heart shattered into pieces. I was coping quite well, I could visit Chloe and smile while I was talking to her. I guess this is the mood swings that they are talking about.
Yesterday night I had a dream where my mom was holding a full moon baby. At first sight I knew it wasn't Chloe. I asked my mom, who's baby was it. She answered me it was a friend's baby. As she finished the sentence, I imagined that Chloe would be slightly bigger that the baby.
It made me feel how much I've lost out and many more things (or rather not) to come. I woke up and broke down. I'm glad that I can show all my feelings to my wife.
Went to work and can't stop thinking about Chloe. Finished the early morning meeting and took leave. I took out Chloe's photo and looked at her pretty cheek and chin. Will go and visit Chloe later.
Yesterday night I had a dream where my mom was holding a full moon baby. At first sight I knew it wasn't Chloe. I asked my mom, who's baby was it. She answered me it was a friend's baby. As she finished the sentence, I imagined that Chloe would be slightly bigger that the baby.
It made me feel how much I've lost out and many more things (or rather not) to come. I woke up and broke down. I'm glad that I can show all my feelings to my wife.
Went to work and can't stop thinking about Chloe. Finished the early morning meeting and took leave. I took out Chloe's photo and looked at her pretty cheek and chin. Will go and visit Chloe later.
St. Damien was free @ 12:14 PM
17 Comments:
At 11:00 AM ,
Angella said...
So sorry for your loss.
At 8:44 AM ,
Unknown said...
cool!
At 3:05 AM ,
Laura said...
I happened on your blog totally by accident. My heart cries for you, your wife and your family. I have some understanding of your difficult journey; in 2001 my daughter died at age 15. Your life will never be as it was, or as you dreamed, but I can assure you that your life will again be good. Grief is hard work and we all go through it differently. You will have a "new normal" and you will have happiness.
Please accept my best wishes and condolences.
Laura
ps... I felt the same frustration as you with people who say the wrong thing. It took me a long time to realize they say those things because they don't know what else to say and they don't understand that silence is ok, too.
At 2:17 AM ,
Anonymous said...
I don't know what to say either. I am sorry.
B.
I do think they all mean well...we just haven't been where you are and can't imagine what to say that would be the right thing to say. Hugs.
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At 4:55 PM ,
Unknown said...
Hello!
With this new blogger app and my new iPhone Ive been able to update more regularly.
At 4:55 PM ,
Unknown said...
Heres a few pictures
At 4:55 PM ,
Unknown said...
I took from the past week! (follow me on instagram too! Name: dancingcanvas
At 4:55 PM ,
Unknown said...
Now I can update my blog everywhere, everyday, anywhere, any day! thanks to blogger app! :)
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Unknown said...
Absolutely love the styles and the way they've paired their outfit with their accessories.
At 4:56 PM ,
Unknown said...
I still love art, I still draw, but I design more nowadays, and I still like chilling...
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Unknown said...
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